I came across the following quotation by John A. Hiigli:
" Indeed art is fundamental : to science, mathematics and to language.
Unfortunately theorists, educators, parents and administrators have
not fully understood its importance, relegating it to a secondary role,
or that of an add on. "
I have been amazed at the number of people who secretly paint, sketch, write poetry...people I never would have imagined expressing their thoughts in such a manner. I have now started searching for these kindred souls, and I find them because I am an excellent "chatter" and have my mother's gift for asking a dozen questions before you realize it.
Every now and then I run across one of these closet artists, and I have come to believe that art is, indeed, a plug-in one might add to his or her identity only when forced. Sometimes I wonder if the artistic dimension is kept secret due to lack of confidence; or is it lack of audience? I tend to think the latter is more likely the reason.
Maybe I don't run in good circles - I don't know - but I find that the reality of artistic expression is often a matter best kept close to one's chest because the reaction - no, that would actually be the lack of reaction - is too painful. Art? Condescending smile accompanying no interest...isn't that nice she has a little hobby...the society in which I live has an attitude that art is something that is a little bit of a waste of time, maybe something one does when "real life" does not intrude.
And what is this "real life" that is of primary importance to the soul of the society in which I live? I'm not sure. Probably the visible life of "The Pretender" (he who, when the morning light comes streaming in, gets up and does it again). Going to work, watching TV, buying groceries, paying bills, keeping the grass cut, raising children, obssessing over children, being polite and very similar to everyone else.
I feel sorry for closet artists. Everyone may know the color of their shutters, the make of their cars, the state of their marriages, the ages of their children, but no one will ever know their interior seasons of red or blue or the shimmer of light knocking around in their souls. But then again, no one will get close enough to quinch their spirit. Vincent Van Gogh said it this way:
"There may be a great fire in our hearts, yet no one ever comes to warm himself at it, and the passers-by see only a wisp of smoke."
Jackson Browne and I say it this way: "Say a prayer for the pretender, who started out so young and strong only to surrender."